two years and i still found myself crying sunday night.

isn't it funny how the same things seem to happen around the same time every year.

fall break, kentucky game, a kick ass thursday game.

two years ago.. all of those things were combined.

yeah fall break was a week after that kickassthursday kentucky game.

but it was spent driving to a funeral.

so i'd say it ties with that night.

i guess i'll never forgot the pain of that night.

that week.

the months that followed.

it hurts just to think about it.

god i needed help during that time. i finally did what i needed to.

i cut myself away.

i walked away from the sadness, the hurt, and moved on.

it's still there. as sunday night saw.

it's just easier to close up and shut away now.

enough with sad news. exciting things are coming up.

tonight we get our wusc show assignment!, fall break is this weekend, trips to WU, possibly VA, and sarah/others will be in town!, next monday is distribution day for the Garnet and Black, Homecoming and my birthday are coming up!

so much fun is a-cominnn i don't know if i'm ready... okay I am. I'm so excited :)