It's weird.

I could go a week or so without talking to some people in my life, and they could care less.

I can be the same way, if I don't care whether or not I talk to them.

It's when I actively try to say communicate with people, and they blatantly ignore me.

That hurts.

And it doesn't seem like it really matters to some people.

That you would assume it does.

My type of personality attracts attention, I meet new people I make new friends I talk too much. I'm also the type of person that usually doesn't pay much attention to what other people think of me. But, I guess in a way, I do have to care because I want all of this attention.

Why is life so selfish?

Why am I always thinking about me?

Why, when I realize this, does it make me feel stupid... and therefore I'm still thinking about myself?

When things like this happen I blame myself, for being so weak so foolish so stupid to care.

I'm not supposed to. I don't.

Who would care about something so trivial?

It's idiotic.

I'm going to go finish my stats homework now.