Avoiding homework can really make your mind wander.

I keep surprising myself with the realizations I'm making.

It seems I learn something new every so often. I do grow.

Sometimes.. when you so desperately hope for the best.. and the absolute worst happens. That's when it's most heartbreaking. Maybe that's why I couldn't believe it and I crashed so hard.

I broke.

I was so used to everything working out.

To hoping for the best but if the best didn't happen than whatever did wasn't that bad.

This was bad.

I didn't understand.

It was my first experience with something like this and it still shakes me to my core.

I would say it changed my life.

I'm not the girl you met in high school, and I believe it's got a lot to do with that month of October my freshman year.