we need secrets crets crets crets right now.

"so drunk in the august sun
and youre the kind of girl I like
because you're empty and I'm empty
and you can never quarantine the past"

gold soundz - pavement.

staying in tonight, probably the best idea i've had in a while. the past two tuesday nights have been a mess. drunken blurs of bad decisions and dramatic moves. my trademark. one day i'll learn to grow up and hold my liquor, but for now i'm just having fun. at least when i'm old and boring i can look back and laugh about something.

frolicked through five points in the daytime for the first time in a while, but god damn columbia did you have to get so hot? it's okay, i had a cup of groucho's sweet tea in hand and a group of old friends to make me forget about it. although overconsumption of tea & heat did make me a little nauseous. i've got a serious tea problem.and maybe a tiny bit of an addiction to groucho's ice. i'll learn to handle my tea some day as well i suppose, haha.

the next few days should be nice. tomorrow i'm going to see up!, my brother graduates from middle school thursday and then I get to spend the afternoon with him! dad wants to go to the beach on saturday. correction, he wants to leave at 4 am on saturday to go fishing. then it's swimming, then shopping :) sounds like a good day with the fam.. doesn't it?

i can't believe my lil bro's going to high school... i'm pretty sure i just left that place. okay so i'm about to be a junior in college.. that actually blows my mind just a little bit more. i've got two more years left in this shithole, then hopefully i hit the road to the west coast. i hope he has fun in high school, i can't wait to take him shopping in august. my lil bro's going to walk in looking fresssh... or something. hahaha. i'll do what i can.

i have a feeling everythings going to start moving very quickly. it's only a little over 3 weeks until the cruise, and one of those weeks i plan to stay with a friend in charlotte. then a week after the cruise i'm heading to the beach with a friend. then only two weeks after that i'll be back downtown moving into my new home and getting ready for school again. in between all of this will be movie premiers, yeah i'm a nerd, and weekend beach trips with the fam, and friends, and probably another family vaca. it's gonna be a good summer :)