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Today would be Taylor's 20th birthday.

In memory of him, his mom wanted everyone to do random acts of kindness.

I bought the boys (his group of friends) a case of budweiser and left it on their doorstep.

We tried to be smooth and sleek, but one of the boys' gf walked out of nowhere as we tried to drop it off.

It became very creepy, awkward and weird. Hahaha, oh well. They got the beer and they're happy :)

I'm still laughing at the fact that I chose that to be my random act of kindness.

I did, give up my table for people at the Colloquium too.

It's hard to look at the pictures of me and the boys, and think about how he's missing. How I could have gotten the chance to know him too. But then I think it's not as tough, as actually knowing him, and know what it is like to have him there, and not to have it now. I pray for his friends, his family, everyone who misses him. That while we will never forget, that the pain eases over time.

I have not been up to much, chilling, partying, back to the daily grind. Homecoming planning has begun, have to set up proposed budgets and etc. So I've been semi-busy with that.

Spring Break was fun! I relaxed the first few days, spent time at home and at the dorm. My brother was confirmed that Wednesday, and I was his sponsor. Thursday my family, minus mom, went to the Circus!!!!! Haha, loved ittt. Then Friday my roomies and I went on a daytrip to Atlanta.. we STOMPED all over it. Haha. We left at 3:30 a.m. and spent the day at CocaCola, CNN, and shopped. We drove back at 3:30am the next morning, arrived in Columbia and I sped to St. Pat's to work. It was pretty sweet, Mute Math kicked ass, and I got paiiid yoo. Pretty sick. I took a short nap after getting back, and my friend who was in town from Clem-suck came over and we went over to our friends. Where I ended up staying till 6 fucking AM. holy shit. Haha, we did the chacha slide around 5 a.m.

This past Thursday we went to Club Ice, danced and went over to a friends came home at 4. Friday went out with my girls to Olympia Mills partied, and then went over to a friend's house and ended up coming home at 4.. again. Then saturday friends from high school were in town, had a mini hs reunion in my apt and they chilled until about 6 am where we decided to go to waffle house lol.  So a whole weekend of staying up, it seems like every night I go out I can't seem to get in bed before 4 haha.

Well that's all I think I have for now, I have to update this more...

Happy Birthday Tay - we miss you!