I've learned a lot in this life.
And so far, my major ambition is to make life as simple as lying on the rocks of a river, humming Beatles' tunes.
No matter how far my dreams take me, and the wierdness my life might turn into - I will always have that simplicity with me. I will step back and breathe, and remember that the world is still so much bigger than me.
I am 19, and I am afraid. I feel whole now. What will I forget as I grow more and more - as life gets stranger and more complicated. Will I get wrapped up in things that are unimportant and irrelevant?
I hope not. I refuse to let that happen.
I hope to keep learning, but always remember what I've learned. I don't want to lose myself.

I guess that is the risk of life. You have to get old, you have to grow up, you have to change.
I like who I am now, satisfied with the wonders I've discovered so far. This is what is important now, and should always be important. But hopefully I can learn more, improve upon these lessons, without forgetting.