boy. i don't know if you saw any of the mess that was last night.
but please help us through.
it's so tough to relive it. i can't do it.
i can't deal with any of it.
it just makes me crumble and i feel weak and all i can do is wish none of this was real.
we somehow still had a good time. i dunno if you were watching over or what. but thanks.