I feel like I should do a reflection.
.. but honestly I feel like years from now, none of this is going to be important.
Maybe, maybe I'm wrong. That these are the years I'll remember forever and will leave a lasting impression on the person I am.

I guess I'll just have to wait and find out.

On another note.
It's hot as balls outside.
It's also hot as balls at an August Burns Red show.
You probably could have guessed that.
I don't think I'll ever wear jeans to a hardcore show again.
And yes, I probably will go to more. It was the funnest shit ever.

And oh I'm at an awesome internship right now. It's pretty badass. My 'bosses' are really nice, and I just show up three days a week and write on posters and whatnot. I asked if I could work some shows.. we'll see what's up with that. Even if I don't get to work any.. I've got to find a way to get some money.

My friends and I came up with the idea that for my birthday people will give me however much cash they want, and it will all go towards getting my tattoo. I want the number 18 with the 8 as an inifinity symbol turned sideways. Yes I know later in life I'll be like why the hell did I want to be 18 forever, but honestly I believe that I did learn a lot while 18, and while all the crazy shit actually happened when I was 17 - 18 is where I learned a lot about life and started to really just sit back, relax, and enjoy it. Plus Soco Amaretto Lime by Brand New is a song that I'll never forget and most days it's all true.

I think I'm gonna try and get my hair dyed today we'll see.

I feel like I have a lot of things to say, but I don't want to say them. We'll see what leaks out in the next few posts.