boom boom boom boom.

Things have begun to calm down again. School is over, done with, finito.I am finally moved out of Capstone and my room is covered in crap... that I have yet to unpack.I figure it will all get unpacked eventually and by then I'll have to pack it all up again anyways, haha.

I pretty much freaked out last weekend because I really, really, really did not want to leave. And even now I really wish I was back at the Cap. I mean, it's not as bad as I imagined home was going to be, I have yet to fight with parents which is good, but I'd still rather be anywhere than home. I love my bed and my shower and everything, but nothing's better than being able to get up and talk to anyone in the hall at any point in the day. And being able to walk three floors up to chill with friends. Or being able to walk around campus to party or to chill with friends. And the freedom to do all that whenever I wanted, never having to ask permission.Three months having to drive everywhere, and asking permission first? .... Let me just say UGH :(.

Like I loved last summer, where I basically did nothing but chill and sit around for two months... but I don't need that this summer. Last summer I needed that so I could unwind from four years of stressfull high school retardedness, and prepare myself for my first year of college. Now I know what to expect, and I want a summer of adventure god dammit. I've only been home for a good few days so it hasn't been bumpy.. but we'll see.

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